Week 3 of #my2015 #100happydaysagain

Day 21: 3rd May 2015

It’s been a relaxing day! Slept till 12, woke up, got ready and went to Gurudwara. Though, I was in a sombre mood, I tried to continue with the day. It felt like it was growing more melancholy every hour. So, I tried to get my mind to be busy with music and random thoughts. But on whole, I missed the fact that Sanchit and I won’t be meeting anymore when I come to Gurudwara. He is just a friend, but it felt like we bonded till the point jai and other nuisances came along. To be honest, I also get this feeling after all this – that he might be taking our friendship in a different manner. He isn’t the only one..I mean some of our common friends too thought that for a bit, even got me thinking on that. But see, that’s the thing – I have always been clear on something and that, is I want to be with a guy (regardless of age / religion / culture / backgrounds / interests) who is capable of being a true gentleman! 

Someone I can look up to (if not always, sometimes!), someone responsible / caring, someone who initiates interest in me, obviously mutual interest is required (but just someone who comes on his own! And not because I want it or others say so...) and even more, someone who isn’t entirely dependent on his family for all his needs! P.S. the guy has to be able to make me laugh! hehe

Looking at Sanchit, I knew from straight up – it was never gonna work the way I was being spoken to about him. Inspite of Ayushi trying to act as a matchmaker, I had no expectations and treated him like a friend. I did however, like how Sanchit and I were always honest in our communication & he used to make me laugh & there was a fair bit in common too! *Past tense*

Anyways, I am glad in a way I friend-zoned him. He was too much of a child with me and I don’t think I would have been comfortable with that in any other form of relation with him (other than simple friendship)!

I am sure, slowly that void is going to go away or get filled up with love and time. I need to be a bit more patient and kind with myself.

Anyways, enough of the rant! Something that I did today that made me happy has got to be able to go to the Gurudwara, calm myself down. I got an Ardas done, as my 5 puranmashi sukhna is on completion. So was nice!

Hey another happy moment of the day was – getting a call from Sid (Kalaa 4 Charity), asking me if I was keen on joining and praising me for last year’s performance! I felt really nice and appreciated for the work J I love it when people appreciate me for my effort / time / work.

Omg !! Another happy thing was catching up with a friend, Neil on Skype! Hahah this kid never fails to make me laugh on silly stuff!

P.S. the clouds looked amazzzzzzingg today !

My Gratitude List:

1. I am grateful for the room I have, the really warm bed and the electric blanket I use, that feels like heaven each time I get to rest on it ! It has been helping me ease my pain (back injury) and is quite comforting to sleep for long in this cold weather.
2. I am grateful and blessed for good skin, healthy hair & very pretty nails.. :) I am also really grateful for the money that comes in my life and great food, amenities and stuff that I can buy for myself. Living and being independent and an adult came with responsibilities of being able to support myself. I am grateful i can do that very well on my own. =)
3. I am grateful for these pretty clump of clouds I came across today ! Even more, i am grateful for the bus rides and public transport that gets me across to any place in Sydney. =) Feeling connected!

Day 20: 2nd May 2015
So it's been a pretty relaxed day...Slept alot, was nice to catchup with a family friend, great evening chatting with Mr.A (Names / Initials have been changed to protect the privacy) & an awesome catchup sesh with mum and with my bff too... :D
A pic speaks a thousand words..So here we go with the pics...

My Gratitude List:

1. I am grateful for the room I have, the really warm bed and the electric blanket I use, that feels like heaven each time I get to rest on it ! It has been helping me ease my pain (back injury) and is quite comforting to sleep for long in this cold weather.
2. I am grateful and blessed for good skin, healthy hair & very pretty nails.. :) I am also really grateful for the money that comes in my life and great food, amenities and stuff that I can buy for myself. Living and being independent and an adult came with responsibilities of being able to support myself. I am grateful i can do that very well on my own. =)

Day 19: 1st May 2015
I am happy I am doing all the things and making an effort to do everything that I used to do few weeks back. It brings much joy to my heart knowing I can always do things what I like to do, and that my happiness and contentment lies in my hands and control. I can be as happy as I wish to be or as sad as I wish to be. Lucky for me, I truly want to laugh and be happy and consciously make an effort and soon enough I believe this conscious effort will come effortlessly and naturally. :) So Hooorrraayy for that ! :D

This is exactly what i mean: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQ2-sZjVepk

As a part of this month of May, I will be doing 'The Gratitude Project' i.e. to find ONE thing to be grateful for that is different every day this May. I will be keeping a gratitude list at end of each day's happy moment - this way I can ensure I remember to do it daily! #toomanychallenges #100happydayschallenge #thegratitudeproject   

ABOUT THIS PROJECT:
This is a beautiful collaboration initiated by The Light Family of Singapore and co-hosted by several holistic/spiritual practitioners not only here in Singapore, but worldwide.

 

My Gratitude List:

1. I am grateful for the room I have, the really warm bed and the electric blanket I use, that feels like heaven each time I get to rest on it ! It has been helping me ease my pain (back injury) and is quite comforting to sleep for long in this cold weather.

Day 18: 30th April 2015
Ohhkaayy...the most slow day ever & not such a good one tbh!!  But hey, I am glad one thing off my mind...i really have been desperately wanting to get away from Sydney and go on a holiday, and though this year the budget doesn't seem like I will be able to ! Having mum come soon was the perfect excuse to organize a get away together....and sooo...now, we both are going to Gold Coast...to Surfer's Paradise and I just can't wait for October to come asap !!
Today, 
- Planning done
- Flight tickets reserved & booked
- Accommodation reserved & booked
- Direct Debit Payment made to ******* awesome airways

To Do:
- Wait for confirmation of payment & itinerary from the airways
- Apply for friday and monday's leave @ work
- Get supppppeerrrr excited !! :D

Day 17: 29th April 2015
Continuing last night's messaging about mother's day gift with Mr.A (Names / Initials have been changed to protect the privacy) It's  interesting to other people's views and thoughts on something. Anyways, now he knows my mum is coming to Sydney for a month!! :D

It made me happy to see he respects his mother and her opinion on getting or not getting gifts.
I believe a person who is close to his family will be hopefully well mannered and know how to be family oriented.

So plans with Roshni got cancelled..but hey, I got to get a good back massage as my lower back was injured and needed healing..and I treated myself with Swiss Devil Chocolate <3

 Day 16: 28th April 2015
Just getting to talk to mom about all those pending discussions and getting to open my heart and speak about my feelings about certain things & all :) <<<<<<  makes me happy !! :D

Other than that, oh when i am not hooked onto esha deol's wedding video. There is this one I love too.. A CHARMING BLUFF - Gunita & Harry - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHl3zjIQwPM

Also having plans to meetup with Rubi & Charlie to watch avengers @ event !! yaayyy  :D

Day 15: 27th April 2015
Jodhaa Akbar, the songs and the movie... :) 

Kehne ko Jashn-e-bahara hai
Ishq yeh dekhke hairaan hai 

Phool se khusboo khafa khafa hai gulshan mein
Chupa hai koi ranj fiza ki chilman mein
Sare sehmein nazare hain
Soye soye vaqt ke dhare hain
Aur dil mein koi khoye si baatein hain

Kaise kahen kya hai sitam
Sochte hai ab yeh hum
Koi kaise kahen woh hai ya nahi humare

Karte to hai saath safar
Faasle hain phir bhi magar
Jaise milte nahi kisi dariya ke do kinare

Damn those words...such good lyrics!
Anyways, can't wait to watch the movie again !
Jodhaa Akbar movie (2008) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEd6M-aA5hw